Vampires, Music, and Cookies: June 2009

Yeah as most of you know, it has been one hell of a day. I am writing a blog on it because it allow me to vent and I know I have family on myspace that deserve to know whats up.

Alright so most if not all know my dad was out of prison for a while. He was in a halfway house and the one thing he needed was a job to keep it that way. For the time he was looking for a job he kept in good touch with me and my sister Rebecca. One day My mother's boyfriend got into my face once again. They were both on me, and I cant even remember the fucking reasons behind it. I needed to go to Emily's to print out some work for a class project so it got me out of that house. Instead of going to the computer I went downstairs cried, and called my dad. I talked more about how I felt about the situations I was living in, I let him know how I felt, and how it really was, everyone was an equal party involved I didn't single anyone out, other than my mother and Eric.

I told him about the frying pan incident that happened a year ago. It was to show an example of how he doesn't mean to hurt any of us, but when he drinks and gets mad he is still unstable.

I told him about the time me and my mom discussed where Elizabeth should sleep. We agreed on where. But the next day Eric got hammered found out and told my mom that it was wrong. When I found Elizabeth sleeping somewhere that she wasn't suppose to I asked about it. He got in my face and told me that he and my mom [more like he] said that she should sleep in my room. On my floor. Which is pee stained, and flithly. I told him my mom and I discussed it earlier but he told me she never said anything about it. He went in there and asked her if we ever said anything about it. SHE TOLD HIM NO. SHE PICKED HIM OVER ME. So I got the butt end of it for lying.

I told him a lot more shit. I was tired of trying hard to change and my mom always telling me that I haven't changed one bit.

Well my father went back to prison. Couldn't find a job for whatever reasons. At least he wont have to worry about that once he gets out I guess. So this week we have been moving out. My mom and sisters plan on living with my grandma again and my mom was giving me permission to move to a friends house. She doesn't care where I am as long as I graduate. This morning I was laying in bed then BOOM. My mom came through my door. "HOW DEAR HE THREATEN ME!"
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU TELL HIM?!"
"HOW DOES ERIC MISTREAT YOU!?"
"HE ISN'T A BUM HE WORKS FOR JOHNNY"
"NEXT TIME HE GETS OUT OF PRISON I AM GOING TO TELL CHARLIE, SO SHE CAN GET THE MOTHER FUCKER KILLED!"
"YOU ARE JUST A FUCKING SPOILED BRAT"
and my favorite that has highlighted this day and been the talk of then entire day:
"PACK YOUR SHIT AND GET OUT!"

The bitch kicked me out!!!!

So after I compose myself I try to get a hold of KC. He doesn't pick up. So I call Kim. Oh god just calling her set off a chain reaction. I cant remember why I told my mom, I think she asked what I was doing after she realized she fucked up, but I told her Kim was coming to get me. I KNOW for a fact she is scared of Kim. After Eric hit me with the pan she knows Kim will be there on my side in a heart beat. She told me to call her and let her know that I aint going anywhere. I gave her a funny look and said 'no you kicked me out' and I walked out the back door and to the end of my block to wait for her.

She took me to Emily's, And within that time we talked about it. She invited me to stay with her making her place my second choice of where to live. Check. Once I got downstairs KC was sleeping just how I thought he would be. He kind of woke up but I didn't pay any attention to it. I just called Lor, whom I had texted earlier about the issue and was probably freaking out. Found out her mom was ready to drive all the way down here to get me so I could stay with them. Don't I feel so loved by this time? KC caught wind of the subject and realized how bad the day was going to be.

Just at that moment My mother called him. Just to let him know she kicked me out apparently. So we get things figured out we go over there and start packing more of my shit and getting it into the truck. My mom talks to me about the issue a little, a few apologies. She asks me how Eric has ever mistreated me. I reminded her of the night were she lied and said she never agreed with my over anything. She told me 'well you are going to have to learn that when a guy is drunk you do what ever he wants, and you let him be right' or something along those lines. Anyways as soon as she is out I see KC come over to me and he says: "Man your mom just pissed me off. No matter if a guy is drunk or not you don't take that shit."

Even if Eric isn't the abusive kind of drunk, what if he becomes that way? She says that she wouldn't stand for that shit, but she said that she wouldn't take the mental abuse either yet here we are.

[EDIT] I had to save this post and not publish it like two days ago. Anyways that is an update on what is going on with me. Sorry I was late in writing it.

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